Hello Again
I found myself sitting in front of the computer - playing around on Facebook -
and decided to blog.
It’s been awhile since I posted a picture of the boys.
This was taken at Christmas - right after my last blog.
I have to show them off when I can………..I’ts not often
that I can get all 3 of them together for a picture.
Chris graduated from High School in February.
He moved out…………..tore me up for a few weeks…..
but I’m starting to get better.
When they leave……………….it’s so hard.
I just hope I did enough……..it’s hard because there are no do-overs
…………….and I don’t ever think (as a parent) you feel like you’ve done enough.
I hugged him before he left………I was crying.
He said, “Don’t cry mom”. I told him that even if he was 30 and moving out for the
first time - I would still cry.
Then I told him, “ I’m sorry”.He said, “Mom - you’ve nothing to be sorry for”.
I said, “ There are a lot of things I could have done better.”
Then he rushed to reassure me that everything was okay.
At that moment - I realize that I was just like my mother. Mom is always saying to
me…………”I don’t know how you turned out so well. I was a terrible mother.” And I
always rush to reassure her that she was wonderful.
