Monday
weekend to hang out on the river with friends and their families. Friday and
Sunday really sucked……………but Saturday made it all worth it. I forgot to take
pictures…….what a dumb ass - the one trip that I should take pictures and I
forget (the other trips shouldnt be photographed and I have 4 rolls of film - go figure!)
Can you see her tan lines? hehe What about her brass balls?
Going back to work and getting back into the routine was really tough…………..
I have been dragging all day.
Ethan and I are fighting and I think I’m going to run away from home. Don’t
you hate those types of arguments that neither of you understand why the
other is pissed off……….and that seems to make it even worse.
I have no earthly idea what he has to be pissed off at………..I only told
him to ” get out of bed and do something instead of stirring up crap!”
I could have said and done so much worse…………..besides,
if he’d mind his own business - we wouldn’t be fighting to begin with……………
So tonight………I have done a load of laundry………cooked dinner……….
and now I’m blogging - thinking back over this day…..regretting the
many terrible things I have said to my husband………….yet, I refuse to
say Im sorry (right now). So he is mowing the yard………..and
we haven’t spoke a word to each other since last night.
I’m not looking forward to him coming inside…………there is such an
awkward feeling in the air when we are in the same room together.
I wonder what he’s thinking…………he doesn’t read my blog so
it’s safe for me to telll you what I’m thinking………..I wish I could start
yesterday all over again and know what I know today…………..
